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29.04.2023

Die Niemalssöhne, die Innichtsmänner, die Wampenpampesteiftalgschlampen…..

 

 

Caroline 

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So I had a lovely experience yesterday.
A couple of lovely ladies come to help me to clean the house on a Wednesday. One is about as asleep as you can get and the other has occasionally asked me about the odd thing – but pretty much reverts back to sleepy state most of the time. I can tell she is curious though.
The very sleepy lady was on holiday yesterday and so a young lady was covering for her. As soon as we met I said – Oh but I’ve met you before, she was so familiar. Turned out she had never been to the house before.
I found myself talking about awake stuff and she straightaway told me that she is fully awake at 16 years of age. So we had a lovely chat and even the other lady joined in too.
We also had a handyman at the house by coincidence and he is also unjabbed and fully awake. So for the first time ever, apart from going to events and rallies, I found myself in the majority. It was a wonderful feeling I have to say.
Now my teenage daughter has connected to another awake teen and they are already firm friends on social media. I know that I have met the beautiful soul in a previous life – she was just so super familiar to me.
It’s happening now faster and faster. I’m meeting more and more awake people It’s going to be wonderful and testing – but mostly wonderful – I just know it. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Cathie 

Yes, it  is happening here too. New people I meet seem to be awake and are also very heart centered. Makes me feel hopeful and thrilled. We are creating a beautiful world.💞

Caroline

@Cathie

Yes – we’re at that point now. How wonderful. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

bp

„heart-centered“______!!

It has become.. deeper, brighter, clearer?
Heart was always the beautiful place to meet, but now it’s different. Could you put it into words, please?

Cathie 

@bp

i will try. I see their hearts in their eyes. They are open to receiving new people without feeling guarded. It was very obvious at Mark Atwood show with Janine. A crowd of strangers and yet they felt like family should. I often meet strangers on my walks and their open hearts,their kindness is apparent. It is beautiful…I don’t know if that makes any sense to you…

bp

@Cathie

Thank you! The idea of the eye.. and the non-guardedness is so new to me, I have to think about it.
I live in one of the former centers of war-pain… and I see so may ways hearts tried to hide away during the war time (it must h ave been whereby „they“ traced you)….. drove me crazy for quite some time: it’s like looking at or into a nightdark crystal with so many layers and structures like ancient halls; and they calmly wait if your heart can warm them and so they too brighten gradually; and it can be purest grace. Afterwards „they become dark and dreaming again“, like stones are perfectly fine to do. People formed completely strange aura-flows out of war-fear: that was a day to day – trying not to be killed or heavily injured, loose it all to bombardments, very definitely. And this weighs on their children and grand-children generations still.

I’ll walk my days, keeping your lines in mind. Could be a marvellous key.. for us here. (I had some 20 years in vivid Italy. So the difference is enormous. I’m thankful for both.)
Thank you ❤️🤍❤️⋰🌺

Cathie 

@bp

what former center of war pain do you live in?Many have been deeply traumatised by WW2 and this trauma has been passed on to their children.  But you may be referring to another war…your words somehow brought back my father to me. He fought in WW2. He was captured early on in the war and spent 10 years of his life as a prisonner and then , they were freed by the russians and just sent home with no help…He came across concentration camps on his way back and also lost many men while cross

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bp

@Cathie

〰🤗〰♡〜🎻 already your first sentences open so much within me.. so I know, I’m entering an inner hall of enormous understanding, the princely-knightly one of The Gardeners, the truly Free-s. Thus I stumble, and have to take my first steps as in high mountains on crumbling stonefields.
first ______ HERE is the first line, for me, to draw, and I honour the other ones completely: I’m not part of the I.WANT(me)_so.
My essence is, and rarely to my pleasure, „permeate with loyalty as pleases to the other one /so mostly not in lie-bound helplessnesses/ rooting true in the specific room-space. So my approach I CANNOT help, is this one. And I honour any other way of dreaming and wishing and acting because the Universe seems to want to be lived everywhere, and we are the tools for it’s little movements and flows and small trans-form-aCtions too, which IS GREAT!! <.

As you
as a child my oath must have been given. This blasted my beloved italian family when my time had come to enter the rows. I am one of the non-seeing; others know what they are part of. The duties are simply different and thus the means, the ways of walking oneself to and within the common work.

I hadn’t read „I send you peace“, but it was in my dreams as a tone <<. So you too are of the space-masters, the natural room wardens. We where forged in the pain of our beloved ones and our hearts want gardens, where love can be any beings natural life. And who wishes to enter further words and cosmosses is free to do it by her and his own wide nature. But we hate dissacration taking action, as we understand and oversee.. order, mit Maß und Fug.

It is deep work to relate as being to beings.
And it is the other kind of nature to relato to living space tissue, to take „The Garden“ (space-nature) as the measure of how your gestures may contribute. I’m part of the second group. Both work together admiring each other because everywhere work heartwell done is of wonderful benefit.

What is not natural to me although of cuase I respect it as phenomenon, are the I-Am-cannon ball existences of all kind. The spacefaring races.. to me: much ado about nothing forsooth, technic and lifes so lost are not advanced to me, they are terribly primitive. Our subtle bodies play completely different pieces! What the heck sould I admire?? In lives shedded into nothing.. with so much feeding of  other worlds just for shitting two eons longer velenum into all you touch??

Same thing, for me, who things to be the shot glass containing GOD.. of cause a God in pension somewhere because NOW I have to adore „his son“ and the son’s priests whom I knew as the stupid Frank at school who never got three in a row but now HE tells ME GOD. Trallala <<.

Those a nice round tima-balls, the so called worlds; something very in it’s own kind, thus excluding nearly everything of The Whole and presenting as something „exclusive“, being in reality poor poor poor of heart (the breathing heart, the all-embracer).

It seems that I talk completely different topics. Please excuse me, it is what your words move in my strings <.

So, my essence understands us – and any time I rebelled against it I ended up in ruins, mine and those of my bonds —  as working in generational I-s too and strongly. Thus my own evolution, which I cannot but wish for, HAS to immerse into deeper waves of evolving: my country of appartenence, my people, my family, traditions of work I’va became part of and so on. This simply because my life stems from it all in it’s richness I’m extremely grateful for. (I may read books = „talk to poets and thinkers without time..“ walk streets where you and I could not count the hours of work that each of my steps lightly passes.. so room, space, to me is perfect marvel within the breathing earth-tissue). and I imagine.. that our ancestors too felt this holiness deeply.. and so the agreed to immerse into other worlds, knowing they will be children again, now diyng on the battlefield as a youngster, then e genius of an artist because able to mingle and dense worlds.. into a piece of art, a gesture, a night of bodily too, love..

You say „broken People“, and it is this.
But what IS broken? Their subtle body groups.. of cause partly otherwise they wouldn’t be any more.

So now we enter the silent greatness of healing. And this is the way any brokeness in true essence will take. so healing those through rows of life they heal spaceflows and their thresholds and their contents, the gardens of days and nights. The depth of feel-streams of the cosmos, in my mind, is still not understood. In fact you can only let it enter you too; impossible chasing it. So all those wisdom- and advanced technique and God-barkers in their and into nearby dimensions.. well, nothing impressive. Silence is the portal, and those riot before it without even  noticing Silent Grace beholding them too.

A heartful hug and embrace! May your day, week, year, life-walk be a pleasure to your heart’s works and dear bonds🍒🌺❤️❣️ 〜♡🎶🌱

—and please excuse my humpydumpy english!!! 🙄🍷—- 🍀

To me the discerning difference seems to be: I..we: do not want to become different. I just wish to grow and move into deeper and more profoundly capable true co-becoming within a space and all it’s treasures of all kinds and evolving creations. It’s this living breathing tissue I am, between the essence I stem from as a small all-resonant drop and the specific already existing in it’s waves, ocean of interwoveness I happen to be drawn to.  W’re space, very delicataly structured and motile one interweaving with other kinds and types of space units or flows. So it feels to me. And I obviously respect any other kind of self-perception. Yes.

piero della francesca, Italy – La Storia della Vera Croce

Cathie 

@bp

your words and the way you express your thoughts are deep and form a unique creation. I cannot pretend to fully appreciate that creation though,😊
I do not know whether I am one of the Natural room wardens,to quote your beautiful words, but yes,our oath,our reason for being here now was known to us as young children. We came with the particular attributes ,skills,understandings that were needed for our role in this awakening,or returning to our true essence. We are all needed. Every single one of us is needed. You place yourself in a different category to mine, and I am not sure I completely agree to your putting me there, but you are just as necessary. Your words ,or their vibrations have touched me and I thank you for them. Sending you courage and belief in your unique purpose . 💞

bp

@Cathie 

For sure I do not want to press you in any kind of companionship <<. BUT…. again, you write about us as children, I could write the same sentences talking about me.
The german language has the beautiful word „Raum“, that goes near to Ohm, Aum… THIS IS what I mean with „space“ or „room“ in helpless translation. It’s the living tissue in it’s natural units.. like a landscape, like all the inner halls_____/the deepening, brilliantly dark too, spaces we learn to enjoy as children reading fairy tales, adventure books, living christmas or feasts with the adults in our little ways, and so on/___________/ your feelings walk to „live“ a sensation, a relationship-touch, to evolve a thought through: feeling it and so on.

So, room means the holy containing tissue-unit wherein we expand and cloth ourselves into co-creationality, in which thus we „happen“.
Some of us naturally transcend the individual space instinctively, others prefer to  experience life taking this tissue into THEIR own being structures and to subtly „read“ them in this way, alway feeling their own „perceptional skins/borders/limits/containment-vessels“ (and making it the measurement-unit..of their thought-work and imagination, too.).

We – or I – do not walk in nature but as nature. We lack the threshold „I go into/and I leave“ we walk space as one articulating melody, room as our co-essence and we encounter beings out of this back-ground. OTHERS prefer to feel themselves different from space and exclusively relate to beings as their „reasoning and sensations“. … it’s a bit difficult for me to tell..

in a certain sense we are the wide ones.
Out fellow lymphe-beings with the rising heart-waters are born with the same (highly motile) subtle structure-body-groups: BUT they prefer to center their perception on different parts within. So they concentrate THEIR sensations within differently waged co-creations.

But if you clinch too much just to the continuously touching parts of experience you may become very dense together with others.. like felt. And best people cannot support each other any more… they lost the space for movements between them: even the ones of welcoming each other every day. They become 1 node of ache together.

You see, pain presses space out of us. We cannot move/regenerate any more. Than the parasites fall in. They are so primitive that they still „can act“ in nearly no space, us completely paralysed – rendered incapable of movement or action. SPACE LACKS!

Space, rooms are tissues – they are all-bearing,
this means they are the pre-creational „sub-stance“ indeed and sentient/ of cause in another way than our kind of it – AND THEY HAVE ORGANS, space has it’s natural organs itself!! If a small child starts shouting in a wide hall such as a cathedral.. THEY, who still perceive them naturally, PLAY with these room-organs.. they make them move.. but the parents will try anything to make the little one keep quiet <<<.  BUT THE CHILD KNOWS what it does <<.

Another characteristic for a space warden being seems to be that you never feel alone if you are on your own (just in natural and inner rooms). The only way for you to feel lost is among people that truly live other worlds and CANNOT enter your naturally peaceful ground waters of all-feeling. They cannot join you inwardly.

I know my english makes it somehow painful to partake in what I am so glad to put into words.

If somethin resonates with your gentle welcoming the contents anyway please write your thoughts on it. I will appresciate it deeply.

〜♡~🍀♡͠〜

One thing is of utmost importance to me: I try to articulate MY DEEPER WAYS having seen OTHER deeper ways of beingness (which I cannot access but  just  guess somehow, as they are the intimate space of knowledge of other being-groups WITHIN us humans). Just to widen and deepen and more truly root our mulititude of immensely gifted, and this differently, beings. Music-beings are fascinating – where I live there are lots of them in best expressions of this „life-talents“-group. There are stoners (crystals are an enormous world of their own and true stone-lovers are a world apart, a splendid and gigantic one and those humans are fascinationg „earth-bones-knowers and space-connectors“. There are the wooders, the wooden-ones that are not equaled by any other group in toughness and endurance (just as plants are the first one to start life again in a burnt landscape)
I’ve found other very very basic types of human DEEPEST TALENT/GIFTEDNESS – and therefore perception-type/-groups.

I know it reads like a fairy-tale but it is not.

Well, just to say.. I am glad if I succeeded to write something you can resonate with and go further into your own prescius inner dialogue <<.

„Sending you courage and belief in your unique purpose . 💞“
———–hughughughug <<<.

—————- and we both know so many of us are now widening in their true precious beingness, their real multidimensionally effective and all-resonanting I-AM-WE_space back again; becoming what their essence-chants with or without room and body (another room) and space.. we lived as the children of our parents (and earth) and we start again to live as children of Source again, too; and this is the whole thing after so much faithful work. And now it’s our’s, Earth’s Man Kind <;

And regressives and prophetics, all this plumbum putridum, get their luggage packed? We’re on the job!!
And it will be counterwoven TO THE POINT into lots of NOT-space wardens who used their blossoming „I“ not to serve but to I-grow into absurdness.

Any being born in unisono with earth is extremely gifted. And we HAVE NOT TO BE BROKEN by parasites that threw away all of THEIR GIFTEDNESS AS SPACE-CO.CREATIVE RACES: out of greed, not wantig to give time to time and evolvement to natural fruitfullness. THOSE cut their blossoming self-awareness falling into myEGOagainstTHE REST,  into the I-I-I-ONLY THROUGH ME, instead of widening the breath, the heart into the Seas of We, willingly and gladly. That’s the whole story and it affects the lack of understanding of „highest light beings“ as well, as those are the first awarenesses that depart fromt the living space tissue into self awareness.

and it is in the original words of each earth-rooted race that we find truth, NOT in all those ET-expressions, that walk trough latin and old greek when man was still very much manipulated „by the gods“ —– those where not civilisations with man-woman-deep partnering, The Holy Garden, as I understand it…. —-…. the usage of those old languages NOW is nonsense because not true earth space feeling. It’s understanding from elsewhere: interesting, aspecting, but  nowhere on earth now „the real thing“, thus not the rooted walk here. The ETs‘ being-advanced doesn’t regard earth. This is important. Your friends are not you. Not you as a mother, not you as an earthling,…..

Each of our earthly cultures is worth to be maintained and lived onwards! And the co-spaces each peaople creates with Earth’s landscapes are precious Cosmic Heritage. So I think = feel.

Bring in space – the best and beloved space-anew-bringers are our newborns <. ——- and things and beings start to grow and move again.

„to be“ and „to have“ are the primitively structured races – of spaces… – the fluidly „becoming“ ones are not their prey but would be their natural teachers… OF FLOW

This is – they pressed natural space out of themselves and then of other spaces and beings (spaces with I-consciousness) – what the regressive races and beings anywhere do: they form their own subtle bodies/in differently based dimensions of densities thus// into weapons… then they ripe what is not their co-seed, and with any being they touch badly THEY degenerate themselves… and we have to include „highest !!!“ light beings if we see and measure by heart the catastrophy THOSE ego-BRAIN creeps originated. This is my actual thought based on feeling under-.. and I may say: standing. (in all it’s „cruel“ simpleness).
/!!!! „dear draco, dear grey, your homes needs you more than we do. We can go along very well without being murdered, breeded, chipped and implanted..and so on. Thank you very much! Have a safe travel into your home you already annihilated!“…. live YOUR life! Muderers with murder-prayers will be wonderful! Best teaching classes ever.. for BRA_INS LIKE THOSE.. //

Earth is THE WE-TISSUE-PLANET, thus no place for wasted, feelingless, crippled by themselves-bypassers that make their whore-palace out of everything.

Your space-worth has to be in order.
and this worth is understood and immediately clearly felt be other space fruits = beings. But SPACE IS THS „JUDGE“ whether you may stay within a space, enter it, OR NOT!! This can only be found be other beings, but it is SPACE to feel you entirely, thus to know you are welcome or YOU HAVE TO GET OUT IMMEDIATELY because you are not a being which can move in this or that natural habitat and evolving cycles. The cosmos is enormous.. and as „incarnated“ or any kind of self-aware beings: we do not fit anywhere.We have our places to be according to our birth.  It’s as simple as that.

And it is logical: because as essence-dews WE FALL into already existing spaces and become a melody, a chant, .. a noise.. within our becoming-space-tissue-type. We are parts.. we CAN BE all-aware, which is an excellent way, but we ARE PART. And we can be extremely stiff and dumb ones, that truly fit nearly anywhere. – a hard start? Well. Such is death and lives.. it’s hard work. Take it or leave it. You ARE free. And the others are free with—–out you, too. We owe us to space (God = good) and never to one another in our essence. So the idea of a creator god– is just subversive politics of some skully emasculated skin-bubble-„races“, the very very blunt ones. THOSE NEVER UNDERSTOOD to under- and never got to -stand. Therfore they live like unborns under all skins of living units they succeed to invade = undervade.. and WE die their creepy deaths. This is PREGNANCY OF THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!!!!! And not, and was never and by no being.. to be conceded to RACES who had to go back to source = to be extincted, having outlived their potential.

As I came to see it: we are all highly individual and cosmic in essence. So, IF WE FINALLY WANT our own human understanding of the earth cultures, we have to leave all the ETs‘ theories and even lies,

and to start talking to one another, thus deepending each of us in the highly multicentered space of perceiving tenderly and willingly and cautiously and heartfully.. we need touch to feel ourselves in those dimensions we’ve been cut off within ourselves, our eternal being body… but this needs a trustful atmosphere of fellowship. And so we can start to live=pray our lives as what we really are. Only space perceives us completely.

And I think we are much older than those parasiting and word-gargoiling mummy-gods… we are room_ground-water-based, indistructibly. But this IS NOT TO BE MISUSED in this blantent EgoEgoBeings-projects, catastrophic to us and earth. No. And dare not come to me with „we wanted to experience this“..
The Mandorla is the path of lovers, not the playground of m.f’s…

resulting in atrocities like Hitlergroups „Projekt Lebensborn“, and so on.. not to forget Corona-nanoparticles….

Theres but one thing so say: “ scorn is not yours‘.“

〰〰〰〰not as adrenochrome, not as paedo-PHILIE!!!????, not as domination of „us stupid slaves“, yourwhorepleasure-breeders, not as any of your desacrating gestures your worthS‘-less“lives“ are made of.

„evil“ is the myth
blatantly „We-incapables“ is the truth

The Mandorla is the path of lovers, not the playground of m.f’s…

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Wer auf der Erde landet und hier alles zu schänden beginnt, Frauen wie Männer, Kinder am liebsten aus „einstich-tigen Gründen“… weiß wohl, hier jegliche Gastfreundschaft verwirkt zu haben, und allenthalben im gesamten Werden, dem sog. Kosmos. Ja

 

 

 

Welten und ihre Wesen haben nicht invadiert zu werden, und nicht ERSTIERLT!! Wahrt man das Schwellengehen, dann kann man sich unter egal welchen Wesen IN DEREN Sozialität bewegen, welöche auch die scheinbar unmöglichsten HABEN MÜSSEN, um miteinander igendwie zumindestens auszukommen. KNATTERT MAN in Anderwelten nur in der eigenen Art aus einer ganz anderen, DANN KNALLT’S! Und das ist ja auch klar.

 

Und in unseren extremen Wirwelten konnten sich diese degenerierten Parasitenrassen GENAU in unseren Tugenden SO WAHNSINNGI TIEF hereingraben bis fast in unsere Wesenkerne, wo sie in Allquell wieder übergehen. Eine Sauerei ohne Namen!

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