silently… women

13.10.2022

 

Bronwen H

I’m an estranged Grandmother. Missing my grandchildren has thrown my life into a depressed dark place. It’s been 10 months now of going in and out of depression. I have a lot of inner work to do that’s for sure.

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JANE N

Really hope the situation resolves in near future xx

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bp

Silently….
one eventually comes to the point
to love them, because they try to take their lives into their own hands

there is so much of everything out there
at the moment you start to grow into things outside the family

you start a journey
we all do

and the ones that are drawn into the stronger things of life are often the best and hardest workers in truly worth-it values

🌱☘️ it is two chances – for us 🌱 to renow
which we wouldn’t have done without the break – this break breakes, us too, free (although it was the last thing we would have wanted to happen: continuity is sweet)

and for them☘️🍀 to return once back not als just as dear family but as grown and appreciating true friends.

it’s a dammned hurting passage into another and not less prescious way of loving and living. It gives you the utmost unbearable times, but there’s a new honesty, a working one that is to be respected, „Their will“ to be welcomed as a NO, too: it is their growth and passage through „Saying no“, „being able to now say no from their part“ __some people seem to need this (their ♬yes returns after their ♩no has been taken seriously, and life gives them calmer feelings again. This is the moment when you look for roots and family anew.) .

Hard times, yes🕯. E-ducational – leading out of the normal „good“ – hard hard times.

I wish you well from the bottom of my heart.
No doubt it’s one of the hardest lots to get served, because it’s playing bad within the sweetest and most tender parts of the heart.

💎💧💙🌿 love and depth and rebirth, sincerely

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Cathie G

Bronwen, I understand. But family is not all. You have your own life to live for yourself. You have all sorts of exciting things to discover about yourself. I have no children and am cut off from my two brothers for many reasons. Yes it hurts that my nephews and nieces do not really know me or care but they have their own lives to deal with and it is not easy. So I love them. They live in my heart and I focus on making my life as useful as possible. I hope you discover all your untapped talents and passions. ♥️

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Bronwen H

Thank you Cathie for your words of hope.
I have to take a grip on myself. I must let go but I will always love them and I forgive them. My grandchildren are too young to understand the reason really, but at 6 and 4 years old they will feel the gap of their loving grandparents that happened so suddenly.
Our only sins were showing our granddaughter how to balance on her bike and supporting them financially.
Hey, this is by far the hardest lesson I have learned in my 73 years of life.
XX

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Lupa

Wise advise Cathie and beautifully put too. Thank you… I also have to live with some similar challenges in my birth family, because having very different outlooks & understandings can leave little ‚common ground‘ or subjects for sharing unfortunately.

Bronwen, I really empathise with your struggle. While living & developing ourselves as fully as possible… we sometimes just have send our love in all the ways that we can, trusting the power of that. And our development can have unexpected magical effects on the relationships I believe… As we’re all connected by the energy web 💜

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Bronwen H

Thanks, Lupa,
Challenging times for many of us. I hope and pray that you have a lovely outcome and are reunited with loved ones again. As Mark Attwood said, we have to be prepared to let go of everything including our children in order to ascend. I want to ascend, I have worked on my spirituality and have been awake since I was 7 years old. Of course, I did not know about the horrific things that our beautiful innocent children went through until 4 years ago. I cried for months.
My grandchildren are safe, their Mum is an awake police officer, and her husband is a dedicated stay-at-home dad. That I can be thankful for.
XX

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Bronwen H

Oh! bp, thank you from the bottom of my heart for your wonderful words of wisdom and the time you have taken to write to me.
Everyone has free will, my daughter and son-in-law have decided to raise their 2 children alone, and that is their choice. I have taken it hard because I have lost 2 sisters within 6 months of each other. All 7 of my siblings are gone now, leaving me with a son (unmarried no children) he’s a free spirit and lives off the land. So losing 6 family members in a short space of time is a big shock to this old heart of mine.
I am going to be strong and take Ismael’s and Janine’s advice and continue to meditate, ground, and get into nature more now that Spring is almost here in Western Australia.
I have a long list of Humanitarian projects that I want to carry out when the time comes.
Children are drawn to me, and I have an affinity with all kids, so I particularly want to help children in the future.
I have to be strong to do these things for others.
Lots of love bp. XX

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Bronwen H

Thank you, Jane,
I need to work on myself now. I remember Honey Golden saying that we are the cup of tea. We pour the tea into the cup filling it and overflowing it into the saucer. We are the full cup and the tea in the saucer is what we give to others. For years and years, I have done it all wrong I have given more to others and not cared for myself.
That’s gonna change from this day forward.
XX

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bp

Dear Bronwen.. what a special, strong, old name… do you know the well-wishing meaning of it for the newly born?

We both know where „wisdom“, this brutal fruit, 🐢🐢 stems from.

Dear me, children will need you SO MUCH!
Lately I heard Alex Collier on behalf:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZ4yt24Ev3s
~Min. 2:10∼∼~ It takes you just some minutes.

or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Avzsf5eMChU

As he puts it, many of them lack grounding in true, hard life /which is different from being mind-blowingly abused//,

and, well, you seem to be .. I love to call it „The Silently Gorgeous Youth“, because Older Age becomes youthful again, with a certain light-heartedness out of acceptance of the ways life likes to „brezel“ 🥨🥨🥨🎻🥨🐜_____

May God put you on, as some of his bestloved working-clothes ☘️🍀

And the hearts contained within the NO.. are still their own forces for the vessel and much more; involving dreams, desires, intuitions, even soul-contracts and silent things, I suppose.. just a thought

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Lupa

BP… Am just looking though comments again, after my hurried scanning yesterday… I just read properly & really like your poem 💜 🏵️ Beautiful & with special depths & understanding I feel. Thank you.

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bp

Thank’s for not minding my guest-english 🥒🤗

Sometimes somebody touches your heart ♬, isn’t it? And I’m a word͠ er, I serve in this tissue that permeates us humaines all.. with holyness of the trusting heart; as and how our children take it from us….

It is so beautiful.. to exchange pure simple feeling.
And when the word-well opens.. well, yes, then I am just naturally giving it.

As did Ms Bronwen______ https://it.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bronwen

Bronwen (pronuncia: /ˈbrɔnwɛn/) 〰Gender Feminine 〰
〰 Welsh bron „breast“ + -wen, soft mutation of gwen „fair““white“ 〰 strangely, in the italian version WIKI calls it gaelic instead of welsh; is this equivalent??

Related names Branwen (associated by sound), Bronwyn (variant spelling – technically masculine)[1]
Bronwen (Welsh pronunciation: [ˈbrɔnwɛn]) is a Welsh feminine given name. It is closely associated with the similar name Branwen, which appears in medieval Welsh literature.[2] Used in Wales since the 19th century, it was introduced to the English-speaking public at large by a character in the Richard Llewellyn novel How Green Was My Valley (1939).[1][2]

🤍 Thank you for your appreciative note 🦌 🎄 🪁

Ms Bronwen got a fascinating name, isn’t it?
Those old names… „our European“ natives…💧

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Bronwen H

Hey bp,
Yes, you are right Bronwen is the Welsh feminine way of spelling, the Masculine is „Bronwyn“. I think it means „White Breast“. My sisters wanted Mum to call me Stella. I like Bronwen. Mum was quite innovative with my middle name though, instead of Mary my middle name is spelled „Merri“.
Name meanings are fascinating.
I had a spiritual clearing today. I’m feeling much better and more positive for the future.
My calling is definitely helping children. I have a long list of humanitarian projects to fulfill after the currency revaluation and redemption appointment. I feel we are getting closer to this happening.
bp, where ever you are in the world I would love to travel to you and give you a huge hug!
XX Bron

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bp

„Name meanings are fascinating. “ _ yes!!
⋰⋰⋰⋰⋰⋰⋰⋰⋰⋰🍏
🙂 maybe because they are given to just a tiny baby,
still fitting the adult person after lots of life-experiences… 🤗

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You’ll already imagine that I got some similar lot into my life.

It is … I don’t know whether I can put this into words properly:

Due to the grief and pain, the involved beings seem to reach out in deeper depths and higher, lonely heights of themselves, too. This adds „room“ to be searched and then lived, that otherwise wouldn’t have been formed/ born.

In a strange way we are able to give much more, after a temporary being-emptied. And the others search for us in new ways.
________

Maybe it renders you even more empathic with your future children/work, to have lived this trauma.

You see, I’m stumbling among my words.. something like that.

Anyhow, so much deep appreciation for your future plans.
love 🌱💧, bp

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Bronwen H

Hi bp,
I understand fully what you mean.
I believe there will be a lot of children who will have lost their parents to the jab, they are going to need my love and help.
Back to names: My ancestral name on my mothers side is „Bell“ my ancestors were Bell Ringers. Interesting!
XX

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bp

..strangely__- I associate this to warners, to knightly virtues

and not to „religious servants“, which I normally would.

The craziness of this jab-story is overwhelming to me. You see, I’m quite capable of abstraction, „spiritual ways“ of seeing things and deaths, and what stems from death to the living ones..

but here.. I’m truly with Ms Kerry Cassidy!

ON THE EVE OF DESTRUCTION: Letter to Trump and Juan, Q and team and the People:

To me, this was relentlessly badly counter-played.
I still don’t find another heart-way to look at it. And I’ve learned that my heart

💎 is always the winner among all the parts that do „compone“ „me“. And it’s the 🙃🤔🙄🤥🤫🌶😊brightest thinker.

I do NOT expect to be able, not even once upon a time..
to see, what was let to happen 🛶 🛶🧸 🍂🕸🌻 was the way they should have done this. Don’t like it. I DO NOT like it. ______ but.. well, it’s a bellswing and the clapper strikes his moves.

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Bronwen H

Hi bp,
I’m with Kerry Cassidy too. She is as confused as we all are.
Listening to Eve of Destruction, so much truth in that song pertaining to today. I danced along to this song in my teens.
The jab story was confusing to me too until I researched it more and more. This whole world stuff is so confusing, only a top-notch chess player would understand.
I’m concentrating now on spiritual healing and self-love. I’ve been too hard on myself most of my life.
I’m working on getting rid of my ego and past hurts.
The world with sort itself out, we have no physical control but we can meditate and manifest good things to come.
xx

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bp

„I’ve been too hard on myself most of my life.“, Yes. just not as a question of ego, I believe.. in my case it’s more educational.

confusion!!!
We agree that Ms Cassidy is not a person to be in confusional state. You will be neither of that kind, and I try anything to get out of such states, because until someone is in them one just co-creates further confusion. Quite bad and nothing else!!!! And we all know this from our own lifes.

In my utmost honest perception – I really live it — we’re living within three groups of differently resonating subtle forms – there are the 🍏earth-body near drapes, warmly heart~articulated. People try to stay within these. And this thickens everything, increasingly suffocates as time and space flow through our dwelling fields.

We should KNOW „to archimetrize“: into the wider layers of ❄️geo-metrical liquid-crystalline bodies-structures within our entire enormous natural substance-space and even the💎🤔 cosmically resonating universal bodies, beautifully being part of our (quite vast) field, all this nourishing and surrounding the now warm, earthly co-creative body (we evolve into mother Earth’s holy tissues for some time within this sentient being’s dwelling flourishing).

It is as children are,
only that now we think it, too: we feel it AND WE THINK IT.
⎧⎩Thinking is being in/widening into/ space.. feeling is creating, colouring or singing space.. so both together is earthly mastery 🎻🙂🪁✨🌻⎭⎫

So, maybe, to live deepens our YES to the volving and evolving life. Ms Barbara Ann Brennan does much work of this kind.

I’m, it seems, an extreme room- or spaceloving being. This makes me very easy-going with all the other realms too, and walking lightly among hearts and dreams of others as well. //it’s not „respectful“: it’s simply LOVING IT ! 🌱💧 // In a way it’s much less conflicting, because it loves the whole being, not just „the runnig sausage“ 🙃 🌶 🧸 😊 .

And I do not naturally continuously identify just with human beings and similar, all the anthropoformes.

I do not welcome this hypnotic state of just thinking always in humanlike beings only.
To my feeling, this is neither true nor grateful regards to other worlds that, in important ways, render our lives possible.

To me room/space is the true medium, and we imagine God – which in the german word-root simply means „good“ —- as the everfriendly place to be for us 🎈🦔 , and „divinely“ granted.

Room is rules; if the rules change you notice that you’ve entered another room/space.

It’s the same with us: YES, we hug, we love, we we we

but essentially we open 🤗🎵🎶🎼🍀 FINE 🐬 rooms for others, and we make this welcoming room sweet; with our heartflowm, apple strudels,……. HERE is deepest healing to take and to give and to exchange, for example.

So, in my mind, space and room are essential, and they are units, „beings“ of their own
_________⎞͠and this is our most important relationship, because we got „🍒into our mother“ as our first earthly „room“, we enter everywhere 🌲FIRST the room, and afterwards we acknowledge the beings, as we adjust our perception WITHIN a ROOM ⎝~͠. _____________
We couldn’t move, nothing.. without this competely forgotten „aquarium“ for us beings all.

And especially young kids are extremely room.loving and „capable“.

A dear hug, beautiful Fairbreast!

🌷🌷🤗❣️

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